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why does it always seem so hard to keep coming back here and updating and whatnot. I guess josiah was correct in stating that jobs tend to make you less apt to have the time or energy to post. good one.

sometimes it's hard for me to remember to ever update in here. mainly because i never feel i do anything significant to tell ya'll about, whoever ya'll may refer to. pretty much just been going to work and then coming home and sitting around. watched be cool the other day, very funny. johnny t is such a pimp sometimes, it's almost impossible to get over.

went to the libby's tonight, we played scene it. our team won. probably because of me. excuse me, uh, i have a question... i fucking rock!

maybe some more interesting things will happen tomorrow, who knows.

p.s. i finished resident evil 4, leaving me with i think less than 10 games that i want to finish before i head up to school.

Just got back from orientation up at Orono. What an awesome time. I wasn't too excited to attend college and all, but everyone that I met up there, except one odd kid for Louisiana, was so rad. Pretty much just a bunch of information sessions and some ice breaking activities. eh. I hung out with Pat, Kelsey, Jen C, and Jordan (Kelsey's friend from B-wick). We had the "party" goin'. Also, I saw a few kids that I knew from lisbon and my dad knew one kids dad back when they used to coach basketball together, looks like everyone goes to Orono.

SVD Pat. *looks around* Shibles N...

Anywho, nothing to really do today, but i'm also too lazy to really get around to calling anybody, it's incredibly hot out. Oh well, I'm sure I can find plenty to do, even though Heidi has left. :( I miss her and it sucks. boo hoo. I'll talk to her later tonight thought, which is freakin' awesome! w00t!

Until next time kiddos.

if my life were to end tonight,
i would have led the best life to this point.
never before have these feelings consumed my being.
everyone searches for this.
tonight the moment fit,
perfectly.
is there more?
yes. she said.
i was praying.

There I updated. I really have nothing to say, but Dec. 7th was a very long time ago. It was last year in fact. I suppose I've been consumed by immense amounts of both schoolwork and Halo 2. Halo 2 = Drug. That game is the most addictive thing I have ever played in my life. I still have games from Christmas that are still in their plastic because I can't put Halo 2 down for a few days and actually play them. It's incredible.

In other news, Heidi and I are almost at our 1 year anniversary. Come March, we will have been together for one incredible year. It seems like we've been together so much longer but in the past year I have not had one bad day because of her. Also, Valentine's Day is coming up, and that means lots of presents for a special someone. Take a Guess. Give Up? It's me!... I hope. :)

Anywho, I'll say right now that I will start posting again, however I can't make any gaurantees only because I always seem to be busy. I'm rarely on AIM anymore either.Oh well, whatever. Maybe people will actually start reading my journal and posting, that way I have some sort of reason to actually post.

Lata.

Livejournal will officially be put on hold until about Dec. 21st for me. Not than anyone cares because nobody reads/comments anymore anyways.

Goodbye for now.

Chris, Cory, Casey, and I all attended Heidi's Nutcracker ballet yesterday at Merrill Auditorium. The cheapest seats were $10 but when we got there, they were out so we each ended up spending $25 per seat. I didn't have a problem with it, but I have a feeling everyone else did. Nonetheless I enjoyed myself. Everytime I see Heidi dance I get inspired...to do something... not really sure what. The thought of actually doing ballet enters my mine but it quickly swept away, I don't wear tights. She's so totally-super-ridiculously-awesome and I love her. Today we actually get to hang out too because she doesn't have to dance today and I don't have to work, hooray for good scheduling.

Hooray for San Andreas being so long. I've spent a majority of my time during this vacation playing and have only finished about 45% of the game. Thank god. I'm just afraid of what's going to happen when I've finished it.

Also, I'm sure I've been the only one watching, but all weekend on spikeTV they've had a Thanksgiving Bondathon. As far as I know they played every bond movie ever made, which is exciting. While I drooled for a chance to see Goldeneye, it must have been on Wednesday or Thursday because it hasn't been on my program guide. The World is Not Enough however, has been on 4 times, and I happen to own this movie, so it was a bit disapointing.

Time to go solicit information from Andrew W.K.

Yea so I'm back. I still feel my headache from the plane ride yesterday, but it'll subside throughout the day. I didn't go to school today because (a) I'm tired and (b) I didn't do any of my work, so today is a chance to get it all done.

TONIGHT IS THE SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MOVIE AND EVERYONE BETTER BE THERE AT 9:10PM!! I am super-psyched.

Another note, my new phone is awesome. It'd be a lot better if it was in service, but until then, I'm just going to listen to my ring tones.

Hope to see everyone else tonight, gimmie a call cause I'm back bitches.

Ok, today is the last morning of my 4 day trip to D.C. Everything has been pretty damn cool if you ask me. Granted yesterday at Common Cause was super boring and uber-hot in the room we were stuck in, but nonetheless everything has been alright.

Yesterday everyone was in a pissy mood when we were eating dinner and whathaveyou because we've been walking around everywhere. Something about Nate making racist comments to a bum made Tina cry and then people wanted to buy drug paraphenalia (josiah correct my spelling). So yesterday was sort of lame, with exception to the federal judge we met with. He let us into some courtrooms where cases were actually going on so we got to see some "action." One guy looked in his early 30's and was wearing PJ's and his case was fighting to be able to go back to his mother's house and get his clothes. Quite amusing.

I can't really remember what else I was about to say. I'm pretty excited to get back, oh right, it's early too. I'll get a new phone, the spongebob movie, my sat scores and my beloved when I get home, and that's a lot to look forward too. But since I'm being heckled by other patrons of this fine (shitty) hotel, I'll be getting off the computer right now. See you all soon.

For some reason waking up early here is a hell of a lot easier than it is in Maine. I think it's just because I actually want to be here, but school is less of an initiative, eh.

Today I guess were meeting with a federal judge and he might end up taking us through a courtroom that a case is going on. Then after that were meeting Chelie (sp) Pingree the head of Common Cause for something. In between will be the usual, but expensive, eating and subway riding. So far I've spent $60 on food and subway, and only $8 of that was subway. Everything here is so expensive but they never give you enough at all. I'm tired of paying $12 for a piece of bread.

Yesterday was Tom Allen and Mike Michaud day, which was actually pretty cool. First of all, we got to sit down, so that was a plus, we'ed been walking all day. Secondly, some of the kids actually asked good questions that I would have never thought of. I feel as if sometimes maybe I don't care as much as I should because I don't know all of the details of all of these issues. Oh well. Before that we were at the Supreme Court for about an hour taking pictures and whathaveyou. I was taking pictures and I realized that the numbers weren't going down. I hit 30 and opened the camera to find out that the film had not been loaded correctly. *sigh* So I made some more rounds and took more pictures. Unfortunately I missed pictures of the Rotundra so I'm a bit perturbed. (sp)

After one more night in this mediocore hotel I finally get to come home and see everyone, but especially one person. I've missed you every second that we've been here, just knowing that you deserved to be here with me. I feel as if your absense makes the trip a bit slower because all I can think of is coming home to see you in just a matter of days. I can't wait until I arrive back home and can see your face again, the face that's made me smile for the last 7 1/2 months. I love you so very much.

P.S. I have a new phone waiting for me when I get back! w00t!

Hey everyone, our hotel has internet access! w00t! Shitty hotel, but nonetheless, internet.

Right now it's 7am and we've woken up two days in a row without the sun being up already. Crazy.

Yesterday we all went to the White House but we were all pushed back to the end of the park because there was a "Security Matter" that was happening. So many police cars and firemen were showing up and they closed down like 2 blocks from the white house. Some guy set himself on fire because something about his sick wife that he couldn't see and a court case that wasn't going well. It was crazy, they had snipers on the roof, and I even got pictures (which will be posted as soon as I get home).

While all this was going on Leah pointed out this asian dude dressed like a ninja. He was creepin' us all out, I honestly thought he had a gun.About 2 hours after we left he ran towards the White House and tried to jump the fence. Security was just waiting for him to fall. Haha!

So far a pretty eventful trip to D.C. Hope to be back and see you all soon. Off to Tom Allen and Mike Michaud.

I now realize how much of a real, honest to God geek I am. I play video games whenever I get the chance, and I felt some strange reason to be at Gamebox at 12:01 this morning for the Halo 2 release. Now while I didn't go, or have an X-Box for that matter, I feel compelled to buy and play the game. It's totally altered my christmas list because now I can get a $150 X-Box and Halo 1 and 2, which I honestly plan on doing. It's incredibly sad that I could possibly own all three of the previously-next-gen consoles. Loser.

On the other hand (granted it's still about games) I've been playing GTA: San Andreas non-stop for like that past 2 days. I want to finish it but at the same time I want to take my time and take in all of the work that they put into it's developement. I have to say, the graphics, although still shitty on the characters, and laggy for some cutscenes, are incredible. The landscapes between each major city portray just a rural area connecting them and these tend to be my favorite areas. Where else would you jack a farmer's tractor or a weenie car I ask you. Eh, oh well, I really need a new hobbie, at least I haven't been dancing, these games have stories.

I hope I'm on Josiah's "People-I-Don't-Hate-List" Although it's going to be really hard to get off his "Eleventy-Billionth-Time-I've-Told-You-To-Shut-The-Fuck-Up List" Oh well.

Wow. How crazy can it get? I feel as if I've been running here and there and not had a break from schoolwork of college prep in the longest time. The times that I do take breaks, I regret them afterwards and feel that I've wasted useful time. The one thing that I really want to do at this moment can't happen because of my work. Ugh. If only I were better at doing things in advance, or if I didn't care about my grades as much, then we would be together more.

I was dissapointed, as were 48% of Americans, with the election results yesterday. I'm not going to curse the world and be mad about it, I only felt there was a chance for change, but it didn't happen. I guess this girl I work with was crying today because Kerry lost. A lot of people felt very passionately for Kerry (most just hated Bush) and feel that they've lost a chance to change the current state of the nation. Usually a war-time incumbant is better suited for the duty of defending our country, but in this judegement society of today, people will speak out against Bush and claim that he has made radical soluitons to terrorism. The thing I am most dissapointed with are the people who have the capability to vote, but didn't. I went with my parents to the polling station because I felt maybe, somehow, that would show that I cared, because for the first time in a presidential election, I really did. Politics is always a topic that tends to get me angry and say things in a moment of rage against a candidate or issue, so I tend to stay away from it, altough I don't see it out of the cards for a future career of mine. WILLIAMS 2036!

Tonight I actually finished all of my homework and got a chance to start filling out my application. I still need to find another couple of suitable liberal arts schools for me to apply for, but so far, I've felt very good about tonight and for the first time in awhile I'm going to be in bed way before the beginning of tomorrow. That deserves a w00t!

I've missed you so much, and dream of the chance when we are free of these chains and may once again be together in peace without interruption. You'll always be mine.

Trip to the mall today. I actually slept last night, which is crazy. Cory got a speeding ticket and I are feel baddest for him. We got in some dancing which was incredible. I remember how much I love playing that game, I wasn't too on today, although I did pass Max300 again. I think I can do it on command now, as long as I have the bar and didn't just finish eating sarku.

While we were down there I bought GTA: San Andreas which so far is the best of the series. Instead of just running around, jacking cars and whacking crooks, this time you actually have to keep in shape. They give you statistics of how you are (stamina, muscle, driving skill, etc.) and as you progress through the game more opportunities are open to you. The cars so far aren't anything special, many familiar names from the series, but a few good ones. They even have BMX bikes you can ride in this game, and I found a skatepark, so I guess I didn't need to buy THUG2 after all. The game is on as we speak so I need to get back to that, I just can't put it down tonight. I recommend all of you with the capability to purchase this game (meaning if you own a ps2) to go out and get it. Wait, Casey is my only friend with a ps2, and ben already has it. eh, oh well.

7 months came so fast. I love you.

Ok, phew. I've been making a habit of not posting for awhile, but this has been hellabusy time lately. I really shouldn't be taking the time to post now either, oh well. Few points of interest.

-Red Sox come back to beat the yankees, lead the World Series 1-0. w00t!
-The Grudge = creepy asian shit
-Heidi is still awesomely awesome! :)
-Kids with big ears are incredibly misplaced in society. (They look reeeaallly funny)
-Clark is the shit!
-Pierce Brosnan is my favorite bond.
-Maine sucks because it doesn't sell Fanta... still.
-The sun doesn't shine in Seattle, Washington.
-I get homesick easily.
-Mall trip this saturday NO MATTER WHAT. I'm thinking 11 or 12ish to whenever.

I'm sure there's more, but I'm rushing to finish even more homework from this weekend. See you all tomorrow.





ooo ooo I hope I get... ooo ooo!

I'm the king bitch.
And you are my queen.
Awwwwww.

Once again, haven't updated for a week or so. Also, I've done pretty much nothing but play ddr and go to school. Heidi and I's 6 month anniversary was on 9/30, so we had a very special day together, and I love her very much. w00t for us! Tomorrow are German Olympics which rock sehr much. Frau's house is huge and everyone in my German class is so involved, friendly, and accepting of everyone else that it makes the days there so much fun. This is in my top 5 of things I am going to miss about High School. *sigh* Well, here's some pics that I've had for awhile and never had a chance to put up.

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I didn't get time to post these the other day.


That was basically to smite Chris. Oh yea, you too Jen. (If it's raining, or not.)


New from DDR Extreme PS2 US version. New game, New song, Same result. Can't they make catchy songs harder, now I can never play it again. :( I'd only had the game 2 hours before I got that, and only play for an hour! I (don't)rock.

I have about eleventybillion pictures to post tomorrow, I'm just exhausted right now so no time. Also tomorrow is my new glasses day and my maybe they fixed my contacts day, w00t!

Side note, just about everyone in the school has Megaman and DDR 2.5 for their graphing calculators and now everyone is bored with the games. Josiah started the whole thing but just having them, then I was a prick and wouldn't stop asking him for them until I connected the calculators and got them for myself, and now everyone has them around school and it's annoying as hell. Props to Josiah for the great games for the first 13 days of school. Too bad mario kart takes so much space.

I always seem to have these sort of spells in which I post about once a week. I've really done nothing that's been of interest even to myself in the past week that I've felt necessary to post. I'm only posting now because I am waiting for the new PoP video to download. Consider yourselves lucky.

The gang (-me) is going to a concert tonight over at the Industry where I've only heard that Hawthorne Heights is playing. I'm not exactly sure who they are, so I opted not to go, but the next concert, basically no matter what it is, I'm going with the guys, I've missed so many. Even if I don't know the bands, it doesn't take too much from the experience.

The other day I asked my sister for my Starting Line CD back just randomly, she's had it forever. I really wanted to listen to it, and now it's been in my car/room nonstop. I remember I got annoyed with Kenny's voice at first, but now I'm alright with it again. I really like that cd and don't know why I ever put it down.

I forgot what my next three topics were going to be about so I'll have to wait till later to finish those. I'm going to go play Mario Golf of PoP now anyways, this was a good break. Later.

Two new scores tonight. At least ones that I care about.





I finally got let's groove after like a week of trying to PA that damn song. I'd always miss one in some random place. As I'm typing this I just swallowed and ice cube, and it felt funny. wow. Anyways, I got 1 great on Let's Groove 4 more times before I finally beat that damn song. Now I never have to play it again... but I will. Try 2 Luv U wasn't very hard, I just felt like trying for another AAA and the other songs I was working on didn't work out too well, I fudge jumps. Oh well.

Saturday might be a trip to the good ol' mallio for those interested. I have to work till 3 but after that maybe we could head down. Even though it's 9/11, we can still dance.

School kinda sucks because I haven't been able to hang out with Heidi after school once since it started. This is harder because we spent every day of the last 3 weeks together. So I'm......pissed. This weekend should be a good oppurtunity to be with her when looking at my short work hours. I love school for the fact that I don't need to work freakin' 40 hours a week at a place that I really can't stand anymore. "Do you have any ketchup?" "NO. AND IF YOU ASK FOR KETCHUP ONE MORE FUCKING TIME YOU ARE SO FUCKING DEAD!" People are stupid.

w00t for all the seniors! eating off of the floor rocks!